Take The Good With The Bad

I hate the fact that everything has to be balanced. Like, why can't it all be wonderful? And if it has to be balanced, does it have to be equally balanced? Can't it be balanced but leaning to the good side? No. This is life, and it doesn't work that way.

At the moment I don't know why it works like that, and I probably never will, but I do know that life is about how you deal with situations and not what the situation is. If you can deal with every situation with the same intensity and composure you'll be in a very strong place. And that's what I'm trying to do at the moment.

Chelsea lost yesterday, 3 - 0, and my gran was moved back into ICU. Now, they are both bad situations but I need to be able to walk away from both of them without my life ending. So that's what I'm trying to do [it's a fair amount more difficult with the situation with my gran...]

At the same time, I've got two possible jobs lined up, and I'm really excited to see what's going to happen there, particularly with one of them, which I have an interview for on Friday. Good stuff.

I know this is a rubbish blog, but I'm thinking about a lot of stuff at the moment, which I'll blog on later, but right now this is all you're getting so learn a lesson: take the good with the bad.