So my previous blog was really angry and really stupid. Just ignore it. The truth is that while I feel crap, I can't use it as an excuse to sponge off my parents and just life the way I want to. Life is shit. End of story. It's my / your responsibility to chose to enjoy it. At this stage I guess I need a job, and the only way to survive is to get a job that I'll enjoy.
I've got my CV ready, so from tomorrow I'll be looking for a job, something that I will enjoy, and while I work and live, I will continue my research and use the time to find out what I actually want to do with my life.
My mom said that maybe I'm only supposed to find my purpose when I'm 40 or older, and it reminded me of a line in the song "Sunscreen" by Baz Luhrmann:
"Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life.
The most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives,
some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t."
Maybe I'm supposed to wander around for a while, and just experience life. It's not a death sentence, even if it isn't what I would wish for. But, such is life...
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